Nerd-Wannabe

Forgive me for not knowing, Forgive me because you didnt tell me Forgive me because things just aint What they used to be.... Forgive me because I told you what i had in mind Forgive me I was too enclosed in this, too blind.. Forgive me, the crap I had to put up with Forgive me because i felt comfortable with you and acted like a retarded kid... Forgive the fact that am too possessive Of someone like you, super creative.. Forgive me because I blurted out all thats bothering me Forgive me because I didnt know friendships so beautiful has a fee... A price to pay, for me too high For having to pay it, I cry & cry & cry.. I leave it

Do You Think I'll Forget You? Do You Think Of Me At All? The Reality Hit Me So Hard You Know I Tried To Call... Friendship That Filled My Life For Years Made Me Feel Alive Feels Like I Know You Since Eternity Though I Lived For Only 2 Decades Minus Five.. I Kept Denying The Fact That You'll Leave Thats What Kept Me Going "Without You, How Am I Gonna Survive??" The Fear In Me Is Now Growing.... Love Is Nothing When IT Comes To Us We 5 Have Reached Beyond It We've Won The Lottery, The Battle The Bull's Eye We've Hit... Late At Night I Stay Awake Hoping For A Phone Call From Anyone Reassuring Me With A Big Damn Smile "Lina, Pi

I see your smile, My butterflies awake. The twinkle in your eye, How do I forsake???? How I do wish I was of older age, Although me and you arent impossible, If only you could see what's going on inside, If only I could send a signal.... I think it's hard, For anyone to feel for you the way I do. My heart skips a beat, When am in contact with you..... There's a slender tone to your voice, I hear the echo's throughout My feeling grow stronger every day, But whereas yours I truly doubt..... If only you knew, The love I long to give. The true feelings I go through, Could I ever outlive ???? I long deep affection, am fired wi

You make me smile, you make me cry you make me wish, that i could die... so deep a sorrow, so many emotion so many tears, as deep as the oceans........ you make me hate, you make me love you make me think, your a gift from above....... i take my chances, i dont think at all i sit and wait, for your call....... your a different person, than you used to be i should've known, you were too good for me.......... you changed the plans, i misread the sign i used to dream of, the day you'd be mine.......... we were so close, yet we drifted away you were in my thoughts, and i began to pray...... "maybe...just maybe, he will change his wa

Dont love me for my smile Or for my deep brown eyes Love me for my heart, my dear And how I hate goodbyes.......... Dont love me for my words Or the way I say your name Love me for love's sake my dear Love me through the pain........... Dont love me from without Love me from within Do not love me for what you see Love me from under your skin........... Dont love me for pity's sake Or because you have seen my tears Love me just because you love me Not for my feminine fears......... Do not love me fo ma way Do not love me fo what you see Love me becoz you love me dear Just love me fo being me..............

It takes so little effort Yet so easy to recognize Brighten someone's day Givin' your smile exercise.......... Pass the smile around Give one others can wear Sharin' can do so much To let them know you care......... The idea is so simple It can make it worthwhile Somethin' we all can do For it cost nothin to smile........... There is no limitations Takin a smile fo a stroll Yet can have such value Upliftin' the heart and soul............

At night before I close my eyes I make wishes just for you That each day you'll have happiness And your dreams will all come true...... For no matter what tomorrow brings May it find you safe and strong; Facing all your challenges Defending right from wrong..... That life will treat you fairly And love will treat you kind; You'll find deep understanding For your gentle loving mind..... If hardship somehow finds its way To rest upon your door, May a window of opportunity Open up as never before.... For miles and time may seperate The two of us, my friend, But what we have is strong enough To conquer and transcend..... You d

Picking up her bags, throwing on her sweater Tears in her eyes, knowing she deserves better..... Looks me right in the eyes and then looks away Hesitates for a second, waiting to see what I say..... But I stay shut, not a word or a sigh Pretending I don't care but inside I wanna cry..... The cab is outside, there's her ride to freedom Probably saying to herself "I don't even need him"..... Hearts begging me, saying please don't let her go She's not bluffing this time and that I know..... Slowly turns the doorknob, heart hanging by a thread She stands in the doorway shaking her head...... The first step out hit so damn hard As t